Haha. I know I have not visited this blog let alone post anything on here for like ages. I was so lazy and plus life was so busy in august and september. And when I finally got back to my normal boring student life, I forgot my blog url and the password as well. Brilliant huh? So, I googled my own blog. Lame? Yah. I know. Haha. It was not easy either as my blog is not exactly the most famous blog in the whole world. (apologies for the exaggeration) And when I finally found my blog. I forgot the password combination too. I tried all the password combination I ever used and finally just a few minutes ago, I managed to sign into my own blog. *pat yourself on the back*
I am not really in the mood to write. But since I am here, I just want to leave a short note to my dearie blog before I am gone again. Haha. Kidding. I want to keep writing. But not now. perhaps later. I'll come back.
Much love,
XOXO
Showing posts with label craps. Show all posts
Showing posts with label craps. Show all posts
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
Thursday, 28 July 2011
my chaotic life
so yah I am complaining.. But I just need to write this out or i will become crazy. Ermm. Now that sounds dramatic. No, really. I keep distracting myself from one thing I really care about. Not that I don't care about other things. Well, let just keep that to myself shall we. What I really want to write about is how I ended up forgetting everyone else that I also care. I got way too caught up with my life and I forgot that there are others who really care and love me. I forgot to appreciate their unconditional love.
I forgot to call my mother on her birthday. I already skipped wishing her on Mother's day. And now I missed her birthday. I know she was so sad when she had to remind me that her birthday was days ago. And the worst part is, I didn't even realize I forgot my mum's birthday until she reminded me. I feel like the worst daughter in the world.
My mum's reaction huh??
She was so cool about it. She could laugh when she reminded me I forgot her birthday. But I know she was really sad about it. And that is just how great my mother is. She never makes a big deal when there are stuff in her life hurts her. But still, I know she was so sad. I feel so bad about it.
I did not forget my mum completely though. I actually bought her a handbag and a watch for her birthday weeks ago. But being an idiot as I always be, I completely forgot to wish her ON her birthday.
I know its really unforgivable. And I really sucks in apologizing. But I hope I can make it up to her when I go back in about two weeks. And speaking about that, I haven't booked my ticket to the airport yet. Urrrgghh. Too many things that haven't been done.
And I know my mum loves me. Thanks for your unconditional love mum. No matter how many time I disappointed her, she will always be there when I need her.
the heartless me.(world doesn't revolve around you, hon)
This is just a random list of things that keep bothering me. This is not a self pity list. I just need to write this out because I am not that kind of girl who has BFF to talk to. Well I kinda have one. But I don't really talk to her the way we used to. So yeah. Here's the list.
*I know I am a bad person, but I can't help it. I keep hurting everyone who loves me. (and loved me) And yeah. I keep hurting myself too.
* I am way too selfish to just walk away when I am not needed.
* Sometimes I think I don't deserve to feel even an ounce amount of happiness. (I'm not so stupid. I know happiness is uncountable and can't be measured. I just mean it figuratively) Everytime I feel happy, bad things keep coming back to me. And by bad things I mean all the unfortunate things happen to me, my family, and people I care about.
* Sometimes I feel the world is better off without me. Suicidal thought huh?? Don't worry. I am a coward that I wouldn't dare to hurt myself. Ermm. Maybe. and talking about suicidal, my friend and I were almost crushes by a high speed double decker bus in one of the most amazing cities in the world. (I will write abou that trip later) And that was due to lack of skill to cross the road. So if you have children, please equipped them with superb skill of road crossing.
There is so much to write. But I have to go now to do some routine stuff.
p/s pardon the grammar and the horrible writing and all the complaints. I know its really crap stuff that I am writing.
till then,
XOXO
I forgot to call my mother on her birthday. I already skipped wishing her on Mother's day. And now I missed her birthday. I know she was so sad when she had to remind me that her birthday was days ago. And the worst part is, I didn't even realize I forgot my mum's birthday until she reminded me. I feel like the worst daughter in the world.
My mum's reaction huh??
She was so cool about it. She could laugh when she reminded me I forgot her birthday. But I know she was really sad about it. And that is just how great my mother is. She never makes a big deal when there are stuff in her life hurts her. But still, I know she was so sad. I feel so bad about it.
I did not forget my mum completely though. I actually bought her a handbag and a watch for her birthday weeks ago. But being an idiot as I always be, I completely forgot to wish her ON her birthday.
I know its really unforgivable. And I really sucks in apologizing. But I hope I can make it up to her when I go back in about two weeks. And speaking about that, I haven't booked my ticket to the airport yet. Urrrgghh. Too many things that haven't been done.
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| I love my mum for who she is. But being the usual me, I keep hurting every single one person that I love. |
the heartless me.(world doesn't revolve around you, hon)
This is just a random list of things that keep bothering me. This is not a self pity list. I just need to write this out because I am not that kind of girl who has BFF to talk to. Well I kinda have one. But I don't really talk to her the way we used to. So yeah. Here's the list.
*I know I am a bad person, but I can't help it. I keep hurting everyone who loves me. (and loved me) And yeah. I keep hurting myself too.
* I am way too selfish to just walk away when I am not needed.
* Sometimes I think I don't deserve to feel even an ounce amount of happiness. (I'm not so stupid. I know happiness is uncountable and can't be measured. I just mean it figuratively) Everytime I feel happy, bad things keep coming back to me. And by bad things I mean all the unfortunate things happen to me, my family, and people I care about.
* Sometimes I feel the world is better off without me. Suicidal thought huh?? Don't worry. I am a coward that I wouldn't dare to hurt myself. Ermm. Maybe. and talking about suicidal, my friend and I were almost crushes by a high speed double decker bus in one of the most amazing cities in the world. (I will write abou that trip later) And that was due to lack of skill to cross the road. So if you have children, please equipped them with superb skill of road crossing.
There is so much to write. But I have to go now to do some routine stuff.
p/s pardon the grammar and the horrible writing and all the complaints. I know its really crap stuff that I am writing.
till then,
XOXO
Saturday, 23 July 2011
Insomnia..
I have been on holiday for weeks already but it feels like ages I haven't wrote. Supposedly, I have more free time to write. But yeah, I don't always do things I am supposed to do. *ok, I know it sounds ridiculous* The only reason I don't write more is I don't really have the mood to write. Ok. Scratch that. Its all about laziness all over again. Yah. I am lazy.
Anyway, I have not been sleeping at the supposedly time others usually sleep for months already. Normal people sleeps at night and wake up in the morning but I sleep early in the morning (around 4-5 am) and wake up in the afternoon. I know its very unhealthy. But I just can't help it. I don't want to depend on sleeping pills all the time considering the amount of drugs I have to take due to my other health problems. *I am NOT a drug addict;drugs I take are prescribed by my doctor*
OK. Nak tuka topic; (kalau buat academic writing untuk lecturer tetibe tuka topic sesuka hati macam ni, confirm kene lempang laju-laju dan down gila bila dapat balik result assignment)
Last week, I watched Harry Potter with my buddies. It was as awesome as I expected. The only minor thing that did not reach my expectation was I thought I would cry. I am not a cry baby. Ermm. Ignore that. Ok. I really thought I would cry because there were too many sad events in the plot. But I didn't. Yah. I didn't cry and I am kinda proud of myself. Ceh. It's not that I always cry in cinema. In fact. I never cry if I watch movie in cinema, I won't cry when I watch movie with my friends. But I always cry if I watch sad and melancholy movies alone in my own room. Haha. That's my litlle secret.
Ok. Back to the HP movie and the reason why I didn't cry. I wasn't crying not because the plot was not effective enough. The truth is I almost cried. ALMOST. I DIDN'T cry ok. It was just simply because...
I heard this:
"What??!!! How can Harry die??!!!"
A girl was screaming at the top of her lungs, shocked when Harry sort of died. Few girls were sobbing so loudly, so sad that they thought Harry really died. I assume they didn't read the book and nobody who actually read the book told them that Harry has to die as he is one of the horcruxes but then he would still live. My colleagues and I could just giggle and we didn't cry. Tak jadi nak feeling dah. But it was still sad.
And the last part. Make up Ginny sungguh tua. And Hermione's make up; looking matured but was still so gorgeous; as Hermione @ Emma Watson always is.
Today has been a long day. And I only slept few hours yesterday. I am so tired right now, and I hope I can sleep early tonight. And just like today. I have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow. Uggghh
Till then
Anyway, I have not been sleeping at the supposedly time others usually sleep for months already. Normal people sleeps at night and wake up in the morning but I sleep early in the morning (around 4-5 am) and wake up in the afternoon. I know its very unhealthy. But I just can't help it. I don't want to depend on sleeping pills all the time considering the amount of drugs I have to take due to my other health problems. *I am NOT a drug addict;drugs I take are prescribed by my doctor*
OK. Nak tuka topic; (kalau buat academic writing untuk lecturer tetibe tuka topic sesuka hati macam ni, confirm kene lempang laju-laju dan down gila bila dapat balik result assignment)
Last week, I watched Harry Potter with my buddies. It was as awesome as I expected. The only minor thing that did not reach my expectation was I thought I would cry. I am not a cry baby. Ermm. Ignore that. Ok. I really thought I would cry because there were too many sad events in the plot. But I didn't. Yah. I didn't cry and I am kinda proud of myself. Ceh. It's not that I always cry in cinema. In fact. I never cry if I watch movie in cinema, I won't cry when I watch movie with my friends. But I always cry if I watch sad and melancholy movies alone in my own room. Haha. That's my litlle secret.
Ok. Back to the HP movie and the reason why I didn't cry. I wasn't crying not because the plot was not effective enough. The truth is I almost cried. ALMOST. I DIDN'T cry ok. It was just simply because...
I heard this:
"What??!!! How can Harry die??!!!"
A girl was screaming at the top of her lungs, shocked when Harry sort of died. Few girls were sobbing so loudly, so sad that they thought Harry really died. I assume they didn't read the book and nobody who actually read the book told them that Harry has to die as he is one of the horcruxes but then he would still live. My colleagues and I could just giggle and we didn't cry. Tak jadi nak feeling dah. But it was still sad.
And the last part. Make up Ginny sungguh tua. And Hermione's make up; looking matured but was still so gorgeous; as Hermione @ Emma Watson always is.
Today has been a long day. And I only slept few hours yesterday. I am so tired right now, and I hope I can sleep early tonight. And just like today. I have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow. Uggghh
Till then
Saturday, 18 June 2011
*yawning*
It's almost three o'clock in the morning. And here I am. I am actually doing my assignment but I don't know how I end up writing here. Well, I am kinda tired and sleepy. But I'm trying my best to stay awake and get my work done. Ugghh. I am also fighting with this hunger. Don't want to go eat at this hour. (The real reason is I'm too lazy to even walk to the kitchen to get get something too eat) Haha!
I know the pictures are really not relevant. But I like this Emma Watson and I soo want to watch the final movies of Harry Potter. But sadly, I have to wait after all the assignments and exams are over. zzzzzzzzz
Till then..
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| Such an angelic face |
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| Who don't want to be like her? Hot. Genius. Rich. Famous |
I know the pictures are really not relevant. But I like this Emma Watson and I soo want to watch the final movies of Harry Potter. But sadly, I have to wait after all the assignments and exams are over. zzzzzzzzz
Till then..
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Things that i wish to say
Random things that I wish to say to someone or just general thoughts but I can't never say to their face due to so many reasons;
* Don't talk to me that you're tired of drama when you're such a drama queen yourself.
* You do know your so called 'public apology' won't change anything right?
* Nobody really cares about your facebook status sweethearts.
* Things or quotes that sound good do not mean they are true, so don't simply copy and paste it as your own saying.
* Sometimes I feel I am hypocrite myself.
* I wish I can let go of certain things in my life but I am too selfish to do that.
* Sometimes I feel like yelling to someone face, "Hey stop showing off, you're not that pretty! Not every boy on earth fall in love with you!" (yah, I know this one is such an evil thought)
* When a random boy asking for your number, you're not obliged to do so. Don't be soo easy babe. (Unless he's really cute. say like chris evans??=p)
* Don't pretend like your life is soo full of drama. Your parents don't love you. Your bf is cheating on you and stuff. You do know you're the third person right sweetheart? (I really wish I don't just blurt this one out. I have no right to judge anyone's feeling)
* The stuff you love, you like, you adore.. Not everyone likes them.
* How come eating a white chocolate makes you a loser??
* You don't fucking know everything on the world!!
* You smell. Go have a shower. (this one is evil thought too. But my classmate is more evil. He covers his nose whenever this smelly girl is anywhere near him. And the girl does not even realize that this boy is being rude. Or she just pretends she doesn't realize that.)
* You talk about time management to everyone else. Go finish your own work!
* Calling others bitches doesn't make you better than everyone else.
* Sometimes, it is better to shut your fucking mouth then talking nonsense and annoyed everyone else in the same room.
* You just don't get it do you? When I say it's A. Then it still is A. Not B. No matter how many times you ask me. (I know this is confusing. Well, nobody's thought is really straightforward. Everybody is complicated. Especially me. Haha! OK. not funny.)
* Hell you're annoying. Go somewhere else please?
* Ever heard of privacy? Or respect maybe? You don't go knock someone else door at 1.00 o'clock in the morning unless it's an emergency. Or use your speaker to listen to your Lady Gaga songs, or Bruno Mars, etc. late at night.
Forgive the crap. The things I said, not everything is true. Yah. I know. It is just expression of my feeling. (why the hell I care to explain myself?? Uhh. I have no idea)
Been feeling not well for these few days and I haven't touch my assignments let alone to do the revision for my exam. I'm scared that I might as well write craps stuff in my assignment like what I just wrote above. With all these throbbings in my head, I really feel like fainting, throwing up and all the unhealthy feelings.
* Don't talk to me that you're tired of drama when you're such a drama queen yourself.
* You do know your so called 'public apology' won't change anything right?
* Nobody really cares about your facebook status sweethearts.
* Things or quotes that sound good do not mean they are true, so don't simply copy and paste it as your own saying.
* Sometimes I feel I am hypocrite myself.
* I wish I can let go of certain things in my life but I am too selfish to do that.
* Sometimes I feel like yelling to someone face, "Hey stop showing off, you're not that pretty! Not every boy on earth fall in love with you!" (yah, I know this one is such an evil thought)
* When a random boy asking for your number, you're not obliged to do so. Don't be soo easy babe. (Unless he's really cute. say like chris evans??=p)
* Don't pretend like your life is soo full of drama. Your parents don't love you. Your bf is cheating on you and stuff. You do know you're the third person right sweetheart? (I really wish I don't just blurt this one out. I have no right to judge anyone's feeling)
* The stuff you love, you like, you adore.. Not everyone likes them.
* How come eating a white chocolate makes you a loser??
* You don't fucking know everything on the world!!
* You smell. Go have a shower. (this one is evil thought too. But my classmate is more evil. He covers his nose whenever this smelly girl is anywhere near him. And the girl does not even realize that this boy is being rude. Or she just pretends she doesn't realize that.)
* You talk about time management to everyone else. Go finish your own work!
* Calling others bitches doesn't make you better than everyone else.
* Sometimes, it is better to shut your fucking mouth then talking nonsense and annoyed everyone else in the same room.
* You just don't get it do you? When I say it's A. Then it still is A. Not B. No matter how many times you ask me. (I know this is confusing. Well, nobody's thought is really straightforward. Everybody is complicated. Especially me. Haha! OK. not funny.)
* Hell you're annoying. Go somewhere else please?
* Ever heard of privacy? Or respect maybe? You don't go knock someone else door at 1.00 o'clock in the morning unless it's an emergency. Or use your speaker to listen to your Lady Gaga songs, or Bruno Mars, etc. late at night.
Forgive the crap. The things I said, not everything is true. Yah. I know. It is just expression of my feeling. (why the hell I care to explain myself?? Uhh. I have no idea)
Been feeling not well for these few days and I haven't touch my assignments let alone to do the revision for my exam. I'm scared that I might as well write craps stuff in my assignment like what I just wrote above. With all these throbbings in my head, I really feel like fainting, throwing up and all the unhealthy feelings.
Sunday, 22 May 2011
Homesickness
Mum: Abg mie nk kawen pas raye
Me: Ok
Mum. Along ustat tu mnggu dpn
Me: Ok
Mum: Kak murni nk tunang weekend ni. (The list goes on and on..)
Me: Ramainyerrrr. Nak kawen la. Tunang la.
Abah: Nape? Jealous?? Tunggu 3 tahun lg.
Me: Ewwww. Nape lak.
Mum: Belajar dulu. Sok nak exam tu. (Sambil ketawa)
Errr. I don't know what has gotten into both of my parents. Since when I want to marry at this very young age. I am not even 21! (ceh)
"Why want to get married so early? Why on earth want to settle down so fast? Do you really want to stay at home all the time? Cook for one guy until you die??" said a friend of mine. Haha! No comment about this.
Ok. I actually want to write about my parents. I don't know why the hell, suddenly I feel kinda homesick after talking to my parents. Since I was a little girl, I had used to be away from my parents. I don't feel homesick very often. Well, yah. I have to admit now. I MISS MY PARENTS. I MISS HOME. I MISS MY FAMILY. =(
But yeah. I won't go back home. I won't go back to Malaysia at least this year. And now. I have my own reasons. I don't want any chance to run into that someone. Though it is quite impossible to run into someone especially when I always stay at home.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz. Ok. Enough.
Really hope I will do well for my exam tomorrow.
Hoping to be like Cady. No need to study. Just imagine particular lesson she attended but didn't really pay attention. Yet, can still remember what the teacher has said. Awesome! (Haha. In your dream!! #Faceplam#)
Enough.
P/s; My abang mie is a playboy. Everytime I see him, his desktop keeps changing with pictures of hot and pretty girls. When we were small, we always played together when I went back to my mum's hometown. And During Eid celebration, he was the one who taught my siblings and I to light fire crackers and all. (Though our parents banned fire crackers at home). So not expecting the news that he is finally settling down. Haha
P/p/s: My kak murni is my very shy cousin who is super duper brilliant. She is a doctor. It is a surprise to hear she is getting married because I never heard anything about her boyfriend.
OK! Back to work!
till then,
XOXO
Me: Ok
Mum. Along ustat tu mnggu dpn
Me: Ok
Mum: Kak murni nk tunang weekend ni. (The list goes on and on..)
Me: Ramainyerrrr. Nak kawen la. Tunang la.
Abah: Nape? Jealous?? Tunggu 3 tahun lg.
Me: Ewwww. Nape lak.
Mum: Belajar dulu. Sok nak exam tu. (Sambil ketawa)
Errr. I don't know what has gotten into both of my parents. Since when I want to marry at this very young age. I am not even 21! (ceh)
"Why want to get married so early? Why on earth want to settle down so fast? Do you really want to stay at home all the time? Cook for one guy until you die??" said a friend of mine. Haha! No comment about this.
Ok. I actually want to write about my parents. I don't know why the hell, suddenly I feel kinda homesick after talking to my parents. Since I was a little girl, I had used to be away from my parents. I don't feel homesick very often. Well, yah. I have to admit now. I MISS MY PARENTS. I MISS HOME. I MISS MY FAMILY. =(
zzzzzzzzzzzzz. Ok. Enough.
Really hope I will do well for my exam tomorrow.
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| Hot yet brilliant Cady from Mean Girls. |
Hoping to be like Cady. No need to study. Just imagine particular lesson she attended but didn't really pay attention. Yet, can still remember what the teacher has said. Awesome! (Haha. In your dream!! #Faceplam#)
Enough.
P/s; My abang mie is a playboy. Everytime I see him, his desktop keeps changing with pictures of hot and pretty girls. When we were small, we always played together when I went back to my mum's hometown. And During Eid celebration, he was the one who taught my siblings and I to light fire crackers and all. (Though our parents banned fire crackers at home). So not expecting the news that he is finally settling down. Haha
P/p/s: My kak murni is my very shy cousin who is super duper brilliant. She is a doctor. It is a surprise to hear she is getting married because I never heard anything about her boyfriend.
OK! Back to work!
till then,
XOXO
Smile..breath..smile..breath
Love those green highlights babe! Well, Avril is just one hot bitch.
Argghh.. Everytime, I am alone by myself, the pain comes again. I thought I won't talk about it anymore. Hmm, guess I just have to breath, smile, breath, smile, and smile again. Until I could really smile and really be happy with just what I have.
I have an exam in less than 48 hours and I really don't need anything to distract myself from study really. But here I am. Haha! Well, actually I have spent my whole night watching the latest series of America's next top model. (Well, until my friend asked to come over to makan2, then we discussed our exam paper. Which was only about like 20 minutes or so. Then we ended up watching video clips on youtube and chatting and gossiping.)
I really love this season as so full of dramas and tears. Haha! Love those two girls in finals; brittany and molly.
They change both of their hair style just for the panel session. Brittany is looking hot with that boyish cut but this style just doesn't suit Molly. I like her with long blonde hair better. Ok. Enough! Back to work.
P/s: Why the hell, I am hearing this grenade song over and over again. Yeah. I know you have speaker and all. But please pretty please, this is a student campus, not a disco or sth. Be considerate. It's waaaayyy past midnight maannn.
XOXO
Argghh.. Everytime, I am alone by myself, the pain comes again. I thought I won't talk about it anymore. Hmm, guess I just have to breath, smile, breath, smile, and smile again. Until I could really smile and really be happy with just what I have.
I have an exam in less than 48 hours and I really don't need anything to distract myself from study really. But here I am. Haha! Well, actually I have spent my whole night watching the latest series of America's next top model. (Well, until my friend asked to come over to makan2, then we discussed our exam paper. Which was only about like 20 minutes or so. Then we ended up watching video clips on youtube and chatting and gossiping.)
I really love this season as so full of dramas and tears. Haha! Love those two girls in finals; brittany and molly.
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P/s: Why the hell, I am hearing this grenade song over and over again. Yeah. I know you have speaker and all. But please pretty please, this is a student campus, not a disco or sth. Be considerate. It's waaaayyy past midnight maannn.
XOXO
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
The luxury of Ben & Jerry's
Forgive me for this another crap entry.
Mood: Quite Happy despite the load of works and assignments. Currently doing nothing really academically useful but healthy for emotion. Well, we all need a break. So, I grab my Ben & Jerry's ice cream (which I won't eat in my home country because its really pricey.It only costs 2pound over here!!), and sit in front of my laptop to watch the latest episode of TV series that I have been watching from the first season; Gossip Girl.
Ok. It's not that I don't have work assignment due by the end of this week. Its just that I need some time for myself. And here I am. Eating really fattening food. Haha. I deserve a treat as I didn't really eat yesterday which causing stomachache earlier this morning.
till then
XOX
Mood: Quite Happy despite the load of works and assignments. Currently doing nothing really academically useful but healthy for emotion. Well, we all need a break. So, I grab my Ben & Jerry's ice cream (which I won't eat in my home country because its really pricey.It only costs 2pound over here!!), and sit in front of my laptop to watch the latest episode of TV series that I have been watching from the first season; Gossip Girl.
Ok. It's not that I don't have work assignment due by the end of this week. Its just that I need some time for myself. And here I am. Eating really fattening food. Haha. I deserve a treat as I didn't really eat yesterday which causing stomachache earlier this morning.
till then
XOX
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
Crappy craps
"Take it for someone that's head-over-heels for a Waldorf woman, even everything is not enough. (Cyrus; Gossip Girl 2011)"Is everything is enough for me?? I keep asking myself the same question. Truth is, I don't know what is enough for me. What I really want. What I really don't want. I don't know anymore. I used to be this girl who always gets what everything she wants. But in these few years, that fact has changed. My life is falling apart. With my family, my study, my relationship, my friends, etc. Everything seems to turn their back on me. But as I mentioned before, I will never let that define me anymore. Not anymore. Ugghh.
till then,
XXO
Responsibilities, Temper, Recklessness
Sometimes we take for granted. Sometimes we forget. Sometimes we become stupid.
But life goes on. Dwelling on the past won't change today and don't let whatever happened to define you.
I'm still busy with my assignment so I can't really spend much time writing here. Till I hand in all my assignments. I won't be having much time to write. And the only reason I am still writing here is that I need a getaway. From assignments, reality etc. Writing for non-academic purpose and talking craps do make me feel better. Well. Gotta go.
Till then
But life goes on. Dwelling on the past won't change today and don't let whatever happened to define you.
I'm still busy with my assignment so I can't really spend much time writing here. Till I hand in all my assignments. I won't be having much time to write. And the only reason I am still writing here is that I need a getaway. From assignments, reality etc. Writing for non-academic purpose and talking craps do make me feel better. Well. Gotta go.
Till then
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Awesome peeps
So.. I just had my supper. Hehe. I forgot to take my dinner. How forgetful could I be? I lost track of time and when I realized, it was already almost midnight. So, lazily, I just made myself a mug of horlicks and ate two slices of toast. That explains the weight loss huh? I guess so.
Ok. I already watched latest Glee episode. I already love this 'Born This Way' song by Gaga. Though I am not a big fan of Gaga. But I must say, this is one of her best songs. Even there have been some issues and arguments about this song back in my home country. But I don't want to talk about that. Here are some vids of different version of Born this Way song by Gaga.
Till then..
XOXO
Ok. I already watched latest Glee episode. I already love this 'Born This Way' song by Gaga. Though I am not a big fan of Gaga. But I must say, this is one of her best songs. Even there have been some issues and arguments about this song back in my home country. But I don't want to talk about that. Here are some vids of different version of Born this Way song by Gaga.
The very original version by the very original Gaga
cover by Glee
cover by Maria Aragon (I'm not sure I already mentioned her in my previous entry but this girl is only 10 years old) check out her other videos on YT
And she got to sing on stage with Gaga! Live!
I know this one is not related in any ways to Gaga. Haha! But she is soo amazing! And pretty too. She's only 13! There are quite a lot of her videos singing other popular songs. But so far, I like this one the best.
and...
Sooo adorable.
XOXO
Saturday, 23 April 2011
Yah. I miss old times.
"Nikita: You got to boss me around again.
Michael: Not that you listened.
Nikita: Just like old times.
Michael: Not old times, new times."
(Nikita S01E19)
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| Maggie Q in Nikita |
Till then
Friday, 22 April 2011
distant
You said distance would never separate us. And yet. It does. I miss you. But I can never tell you that anymore.
I am sorry. That's all I could say.
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| We were once so happy. |
Monday, 11 April 2011
Charlie Bartlett
Before I tell you what's the story is about. I'll just list some quick facts why I love this movie.
Ok. So. This movie is about this genius who gets kicked out from one private school to another because of the abuse of his intelligence. (You gotta find this out by yourselves and see what he actually does. So cool yet illegal.) Then, his mother decides to sent him to this public school. He is soo genius that he manages to make money and gain popularity (Which is very important to these high school kids. Damn. Any high school kid actually.) He kinda selling drugs but eventually he changes his business area. This is due to an incident where one of his "client" nearly dies of suicide swallowing up drugs bought from Charlie. Ok. Just see this movie for yourself. I strongly recommend this one.
Owh. And I discover this pretty awesome band in this movie.
Gotta listen their songs, I searched them on youtube.
Well. I am on holiday yeah. But I actually should be working on my research paper. Urggghh..
Sometimes I feel like my review is like appreciation of some literature works. Well, if you are taking some English language course you would understand what I am talking about. Sometimes I pretend that this blog is some medium to improve my writing. Well, sometimes I pretend this is where I express my many complicated feelings. Some other times, I think it is where I actually err.. I'vetalked wrote too much perhaps.
P/S: Ignore the last bit. I myself don't understand what I wanna wrote really.
Till then
XOXO
- Robert Downey Jr. is starring. So it's no wonder that I am so in love with this movie since I am a HUGE fan of him. ^____^
- First movie I saw that featured Robert Downey as a seriously jackass and alcoholic father+principal. We saw him in Due Date, Iron Man and Sherlock Holmes as this perfect+macho guy who owns his life. So, this time I get to see the other side of him.
- The hero is kinda cute. His intelligence is just soo super cute. HAHA!
- The story actually reflects what a high school girl really like. I like how the heroin is portrayed in this. She is neither a perfect blondie cheerleader nor a beauty queen. Yet, she has her own aura that makes her quite attractive.
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| Introducing you to Charlie Bartlet! aka Anton Yelchin. Cute huh? |
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| Kat Dennings as Susan Gardner. She don't look this stunning in the movie. |
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| Told yah. |
Ok. So. This movie is about this genius who gets kicked out from one private school to another because of the abuse of his intelligence. (You gotta find this out by yourselves and see what he actually does. So cool yet illegal.) Then, his mother decides to sent him to this public school. He is soo genius that he manages to make money and gain popularity (Which is very important to these high school kids. Damn. Any high school kid actually.) He kinda selling drugs but eventually he changes his business area. This is due to an incident where one of his "client" nearly dies of suicide swallowing up drugs bought from Charlie. Ok. Just see this movie for yourself. I strongly recommend this one.
Owh. And I discover this pretty awesome band in this movie.
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| Call themselves "Spiral Beach". |
Gotta listen their songs, I searched them on youtube.
Well. I am on holiday yeah. But I actually should be working on my research paper. Urggghh..
Sometimes I feel like my review is like appreciation of some literature works. Well, if you are taking some English language course you would understand what I am talking about. Sometimes I pretend that this blog is some medium to improve my writing. Well, sometimes I pretend this is where I express my many complicated feelings. Some other times, I think it is where I actually err.. I've
P/S: Ignore the last bit. I myself don't understand what I wanna wrote really.
Till then
XOXO
Monday, 4 April 2011
Distracted..
Hey you.
Aha. I have just handed in one of my assignment today. Yippie. Err. But I cant be too happy as one more assignment is due on friday. Haha! I've done practically nothing for this assignment. Every time I sit in front of my laptop trying to focus, I got distracted by FB, blogging (like right now), youtube and etc.
OK straight to the point.
Taylor Momsen can also sing! She has her own band and they call themselves "Pretty Reckless". Well, truth is. I still prefer her in Gossip Girl. The songs is written by Jenny oppss.. I mean Taylor and her band mates. Great songs but their VC is very zombie-like movie. Can't believe that she is still underage. Well. See for yourselves.
Check out their other songs. It sounds pretty great.
XOXO
Aha. I have just handed in one of my assignment today. Yippie. Err. But I cant be too happy as one more assignment is due on friday. Haha! I've done practically nothing for this assignment. Every time I sit in front of my laptop trying to focus, I got distracted by FB, blogging (like right now), youtube and etc.
OK straight to the point.
Taylor Momsen can also sing! She has her own band and they call themselves "Pretty Reckless". Well, truth is. I still prefer her in Gossip Girl. The songs is written by Jenny oppss.. I mean Taylor and her band mates. Great songs but their VC is very zombie-like movie. Can't believe that she is still underage. Well. See for yourselves.
Check out their other songs. It sounds pretty great.
XOXO
Sunday, 3 April 2011
Is it even mine in the first place?
SPEECHLESS, SADNESS, DISAPPOINTMENT, DESPAIR, TORTURING, HEARTBREAKING...
Till then...
Wednesday, 30 March 2011
Super Duper Crapping
I don't know why the hell I'm feeling like this. Well, congrates to myself for always getting yourself in a big mess. I know there are thousands other peeps whose having bigger problems than mine. But I don't know why that fact don't make me feel any better. Like seriously, I see other people around me having bad days just because of jealousy, bad hair day, lateness of allowance etc. Seriously girls?? I know I am in no position to say that my life is a mess, but that is exactly what I feel right now.
Hmm. People say talk to them when you have problems. Don't keep it to yourself. Well, hell to that. They never really mean it. The minute you tell other people your problems. They start to judge you.
Patience. Yah. I really need a dose of patience. If only it can be sold in pharmacy, I will be the first one to get it. OK! I know. RIDICULOUS!
This is written when I am really not in a good mood. Pardon the language and the exaggeration.
Writing here does help to calm myself.
Till then..
Hmm. People say talk to them when you have problems. Don't keep it to yourself. Well, hell to that. They never really mean it. The minute you tell other people your problems. They start to judge you.
Patience. Yah. I really need a dose of patience. If only it can be sold in pharmacy, I will be the first one to get it. OK! I know. RIDICULOUS!
This is written when I am really not in a good mood. Pardon the language and the exaggeration.
Writing here does help to calm myself.
Till then..
Sunday, 27 March 2011
Just another crap..
"Owh, cantiknya awak.. Kenapa la saya tak cantik macam awak ye.."
"OK.. Saya hodoh.."
padahal make up tebal seinci, tudung terbelit-belit, dress up mcm mak datin
For those who say themselves ugly and praise other people just to fish for compliments, f*** off..
ok.. I don't know why I am sooo emotional about this. Pardon the language. But I really hate when these kind of peeps fish for compliment when clearly they know they are not that ugly. Lain lah klu kau memang da kene sumpah jadi katak ke. Jadi hodoh macam laki dalam beauty and the beast ke. (anyway, I am looking forward to watch Beastly. Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer are starring!!)
Ok.. Back to the topic. I am tired with these peeps who are sooo "being humble and modest" but actually fishing for compliment.
I'm not feeling so well. So forgive this another crap entry. Internet pon macam siput. argghhh
till then
"OK.. Saya hodoh.."
padahal make up tebal seinci, tudung terbelit-belit, dress up mcm mak datin
For those who say themselves ugly and praise other people just to fish for compliments, f*** off..
ok.. I don't know why I am sooo emotional about this. Pardon the language. But I really hate when these kind of peeps fish for compliment when clearly they know they are not that ugly. Lain lah klu kau memang da kene sumpah jadi katak ke. Jadi hodoh macam laki dalam beauty and the beast ke. (anyway, I am looking forward to watch Beastly. Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer are starring!!)
Ok.. Back to the topic. I am tired with these peeps who are sooo "being humble and modest" but actually fishing for compliment.
I'm not feeling so well. So forgive this another crap entry. Internet pon macam siput. argghhh
till then
Sunday, 13 March 2011
random thoughts
- I just want to write though I really don't know what I should write.
- My head hurts. Just need some sleep perhaps.
- We are thousands miles away from each other. But all I want right this moment is to bring myself further from you.
and here is the lyrics..
Time is going by so fast
And I can't do anything about it
I've been holding on so long
It's time that I can do without it
Everything comes and goes
I'm always the last to know
And I can see the sun come up
Another day
You were looking for some fun
And I was asking for a heartache
I could turn my head and run
Or I could learn it all the hard way
Everything comes and goes
I'm always the last to know
I can see the sun come up
Another day
You should make up your mind
After all of this time, all this time
Everything comes and goes
I'm always the last to know
I can see the sun come up
Another day
I can see the sun come up
Another day
Hopefully I would feel better when I write my next entry. Both physically and mentally. These next few weeks gonna be long weeks before easter break.. Oh.. I am sooo looking forward for holiday.
Give me a break!!
Till then...
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