Wonder if we still belong

"Face to face and heart to heart

We’re so close yet so far apart

I close my eyes I look away

That’s just because I’m not okay

But I hold on I stay strong

 Wondering if we still belong"

*yawning*

It's almost three o'clock in the morning. And here I am. I am actually doing my assignment but I don't know how I end up writing here. Well, I am kinda tired and sleepy. But I'm trying my best to stay awake and get my work done. Ugghh. I am also fighting with this hunger. Don't want to go eat at this hour. (The real reason is I'm too lazy to even walk to the kitchen to get get something too eat) Haha!

Such an angelic face

Who don't want to be like her? Hot. Genius. Rich. Famous

I know the pictures are really not relevant. But I like this Emma Watson and I soo want to watch the final movies of Harry Potter. But sadly, I have to wait after all the assignments and exams are over. zzzzzzzzz

Till then..

PRO..

Yah.. I am a pro. Not pro for professional though. PRO that stands for procrastinator. Haha!

I like making excuses to procrastinate things that I should be doing. A very obvious example would be.. Err..Err.. My assignments perhaps?? Lalalala.. The minute I want to start doing my assignment. There will always be so called "obstacles". Lapa lahh.. Pening kepale lahh.. Takde buku lahhh. And thousands more excuses. Ok. That's exaggerating. Maybe not thousands. A few. But the point is, there will always be excuses to procrastinate things. Get what I mean??

And here was what I was doing.. Procrastinating my assignment.. Haha.. Watching movie. Haha.. *Faceplam*

Since I watched X-men First Class. I just can't get enough of his cuteness. *evil laugh*
err.. Why the heck I feel I sound like a crazy stalker. Haha. Like I care! Well. One thing I like about him is not really his cuteness though. I just love his voice when he narrates the story both in X-men First Class and Wanted.

Cute Mc Avoy

Yah. He can be cute. He can be hot. But I don't adore the moustache.

Watched this ages ago. And I watched it again just now.

Hottest ever Jolie.

OK. Enough with the crap. Let's get back to work peeps!
 


XOXO

Things that i wish to say

Random things that I wish to say to someone or just general thoughts but I can't never say to their face due to so many reasons;

* Don't talk to me that you're tired of drama when you're such a drama queen yourself.
* You do know your so called 'public apology' won't change anything right?
* Nobody really cares about your facebook status sweethearts.
* Things or quotes that sound good do not mean they are true, so don't simply copy and paste it as your own saying.
* Sometimes I feel I am hypocrite myself.
* I wish I can let go of certain things in my life but I am too selfish to do that.
* Sometimes I feel like yelling to someone face, "Hey stop showing off, you're not that pretty! Not every boy on earth fall in love with you!" (yah, I know this one is such an evil thought)
* When a random boy asking for your number, you're not obliged to do so. Don't be soo easy babe. (Unless he's really cute. say like chris evans??=p)
* Don't pretend like your life is soo full of drama. Your parents don't love you. Your bf is cheating on you and stuff. You do know you're the third person right sweetheart? (I really wish I don't just blurt this one out. I have no right to judge anyone's feeling)
* The stuff you love, you like, you adore.. Not everyone likes them.
* How come eating a white chocolate makes you a loser??
* You don't fucking know everything on the world!!
* You smell. Go have a shower. (this one is evil thought too. But my classmate is more evil. He covers his nose whenever this smelly girl is anywhere near him. And the girl does not even realize that this boy is being rude. Or she just pretends she doesn't realize that.)
* You talk about time management to everyone else. Go finish your own work!
* Calling others bitches doesn't make you better than everyone else.
* Sometimes, it is better to shut your fucking mouth then talking nonsense and annoyed everyone else in the same room.
* You just don't get it do you? When I say it's A. Then it still is A. Not B. No matter how many times you ask me. (I know this is confusing. Well, nobody's thought is really straightforward. Everybody is complicated. Especially me. Haha! OK. not funny.)
 * Hell you're annoying. Go somewhere else please?
* Ever heard of privacy? Or respect maybe? You don't go knock someone else door at 1.00 o'clock in the morning unless it's an emergency. Or use your speaker to listen to your Lady Gaga songs, or Bruno Mars, etc. late at night.

Forgive the crap. The things I said, not everything is true. Yah. I know. It is just expression of my feeling. (why the hell I care to explain myself?? Uhh. I have no idea)

Been feeling not well for these few days and I haven't touch my assignments let alone to do the revision for my exam. I'm scared that I might as well write craps stuff in my assignment like what I just wrote above. With all these throbbings in my head, I really feel like fainting, throwing up and all the unhealthy feelings.

hey, I'm back

I know it has been ages since I wrote my last entry which was..err last month?? I could list hundreds of excuses of not being able to write my new entry but let's just ignore that ok?

Well, since I have not had the chance to watch the latest movie of my favourite movie series, which I am really upset with this fact. I went to cinema yesterday to watch the latest X-men movie! I seriously love this movie. I love the actors, I love the plots, love the CGI etc. But there is only one thing that I dislike about this latest x-men movie is I don't get to see much of Wolverine. Sob2. He only appears on one scene and the only thing he says is "Go fuck yourself!" Haha. The cool ever Wolverine. Even the very small scene of Wolverine manages to make me smile. Xmen; First Class is definitely one of my favourite movie of Xmen series. (After Wolverine Origin of course! Haha) And by the way, mentioned latest movie that I haven't watched is Fast Five. Yahh. Don't tell me I am so lame that I miss this movie in cinema. I have read enough reviews saying that this so famous Fast Five is the greatest movie of the Fast Furious series. Uggggghhhh!!

Actually, these great movies showing in cinema give me the idea to list my favourite movies of all time. So here's the list! (I couldn't rank them as I have too many movies that I enjoy)
1. Fast Furious series
2. X-men series
3. Iron Man 1 & 2
4. Transformer 1& 2
5. Inception
6. Megamind
7. Mulan
8. The Losers
9. Nanny Mc Phee
10. Yes Man
11. Hangover
12. My sister's keeper
13. Series of Unfortunate Events
14. Terminator series
15. Waiting for Forever
19. Narnia series
20. Charlie Bartlett
21. Mean Girls
22. Sherlock Holmes
23. Die Hard series
24. Indiana Jones series
25. Due Date
26. Date Night
27. Titanic
28. Anna & the king
29. Time Traveller's wife
30. Just My Luck
31. Confession of a Shopaholic
32. Clash of the Titans
33. Kung Fu Panda
34. Gulliver's travel

And the list goes on and on... haha

I think that's all for tonight. I can't always write so much for the time being as I am in the middle of lots of assignments, reading tasks, homeworks and my exam is just around the corner.

Till then..
XOXO

Weekend getaway..

Yeah.. Can't wait for this weekend. But I don't really want to write about that.

There is a lot actually in my mind right now. Fuhh. Since I was a little girl, I always depend on my parents. I always refer to them when it comes to making a very big decision for myself. Deep in my heart, I always depended on them because I was too scared that I would regret my own decision. I was too afraid that if one day, I had to blame myself for the things that I decided all by myself. If I depend on my parents, at least I dont have to take all the blame all by myself. Hmm.. Childish much huhh? Yah. I know. I don't have any idea, why I refer those things in past tense though I think there are times that I still depend on them both. And I have no idea either why lately, I keep talking about them. Guess I really miss them.

When a day like this comes, having to make decisions, having to think something important over and over again. I remember those days, having my family by my sides (literally) to make decisions for me. But now that I am a big girl, I have to be independent. I am sick of people telling me that I am childish. I am sick with people reminding me how imperfect I am. I guess some people around me are sick too, of me to never satisfied with just what I have. I guess huhh?? Hmm. I know.


till then..

Distracted

My very own chart; there are few new songs and some not soo old songs that I can just enough listening to)

1. Nobody's perfect by Jessie J
2. Rolling in the deep by Adele
3. Breakeven by The Script
4. For the first time by The Script
5. Price Tag by Jessie J
6. Turning Tables by Adele
7. F**king Perfect by Pink
8. Smile by Avril Lavigne
9. Push by Avril Lavigne
10. Sing by My Chemical Romance
and the list goes on and on...

and songs that I think are either overexposed or I am just sick of these songs

1. Grenade by you-know-who
2. Lazy Song by you-know-who
3. Just the way you are by you know who
4. Mean by Taylor Swift
5. Who Says by Selena Gomez
6. Jar of hearts by Christina Perri (though this song is still on my playlists. Haha!)

Well, I'm not a big fan of you-know-who. I do not hate him either. It's just that I am sick that some people compare him to irreplaceable Michael Jackson. Duh! Well, I don't really like MJ either though. Haha!

Ok.

Till then